Miliyah Kato – Lipstick


miliyahkato-lipstickMiliyah Kato – Lipstick

[2015.11.25.]

Tracklist:

01 Lipstick

02 Never Call Me Again


Romaji:

kodoku fuan uso itsuwari
sono akashi akai katamari
kore wa SAIN atashi wa RONRI-

nee umaku amaerarenai
kodomo ja nai no kakko tsuketai
itsuwatte mie hatte
‘urayamashii’ tte motto itte

hade ni kikazatte enjiru hodo ni
karappo ni natte iku mitai
muri shiteru uso darake
dakishimeraretemo mada sabishii

zattou ni magirekonde
atarashii atashi enjite
honto no atashi wa dare dakke?
oikakeru hodo tooku natte
umaku damaseteru nara ‘ii ne’
uso bakkari minna kirai de
atashi wa atashi ni naritakute

sakendemo sakendemo
kanawanai dare mo atashi wo furikaeranai
kamatte yo hottokanaide mou
tsukareru made atashi to asonde
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi wo kakushite
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi kimi dake wa kirei tte itte
hoshii, hoshii, hoshii, hoshii

jibun nari no ‘shiawase’
jibun dake no kachikan de
kurabe takunai noni mata (haa)
ano ko wo urayamashiku omou

daisuki tte iwaretatte sabishii no
hontou ni tsunagari atteru no?
tsukare kitta kao hikitsuru egao
atashi kimi ni donna fuu ni mieteru?

NAIFU de kokoro kirisaite
mienai kage furimawasare
obie nagara yugandeku
daiji na mono miushinatteku
shigoto mo shiteru koi mo shiteru
otona nari ni tanoshinderu
demo mitasarenai kono HA-TO mou!

taikutsu de taikutsu de
hayaku mukae ni kite tsuyoku dakishimete
sora aoi de machi nirande
nigedasu wake ni ikanai kara taeteru
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi wo sagashite
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi kimi dake wa kirei tte itte
hoshii, hoshii, hoshii, hoshii

sakendemo sakendemo
kanawanai dare mo atashi wo furikaeranai
kamatte yo hottokanaide mou
tsukareru made atashi to asonde

sakendemo sakendemo
kanawanai dare mo atashi wo furikaeranai
kamatte yo hottokanaide mou
tsukareru made atashi to asonde
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi wo kakushite
akai RI-PUSUTI-KU kuchibiru ni matou
hontou no atashi kimi dake wa kirei tte itte
hoshii, hoshii, hoshii, hoshii

Translation:

Loneliness, anxiety, lies and deceit
personified in red
This is a sign, I’m lonely

I can’t ask for affection easily
I’m not a child. I’d rather look stunning
I fake and put on a show
Tell me “I envy you” again

It seems the more I put on an act in flashy outfits
the emptier I become
I’m pushing myself too far, covered in lies
Embraces can’t cure my loneliness

I slip into the busy streets
and play the part of the new me
Who’s the real me? I can’t remember
The further I chase her, the bigger the distance
People like me when I successfully deceive them
Full of lies, I hate everyone
I want to be myself

I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on
Play with me until I get tired
Lips covered in red lipstick
I hide the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to

My personal brand of “happiness”,
based on my own values
I don’t want to compare myself to others, and yet
Sigh, here we go again, I feel envious of that girl over there

I’m told “I love you” and yet I still feel lonely
Are we really truly connected?

A tired face, a drawn face?
What do I look like to you?

Slicing my heart to pieces with a knife
Shaken by invisible shadows
Twisted by fear, I lose sight of what’s important
I work and I’m also in love
I’m enjoying life as an adult
yet my heart remains unsatisfied, why!?

I’m bored, so bored. Hurry up, come here and hold me tight
I look up and glare at the city
but I grit my teeth because it’s not like I could run away

Lips covered in red lipstick
I search for the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to

I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on already
Play with me until I get tired

I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on already
Play with me until I get tired

Lips covered in red lipstick
I hide the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to

Kanji:

孤独 不安 嘘 偽り
その証 赤い塊
これはサイン あたしはロンリー

ねえうまく甘えられない
子供じゃないの かっこつけたい
偽って見栄はって
「うらやましい」ってもっと言って

派手に着飾って演じるほどに空っぽになっていくみたい
無理してる嘘だらけ
抱きしめられてもまだ寂しい

雑踏に紛れ込んで
新しいあたし演じて
ほんとのあたしは誰だっけ?
追いかけるほど遠くなって
うまく騙せてるなら「いいね」
嘘ばっかりみんな嫌いで
あたしはあたしになりたくて

叫んでも叫んでも
叶わない誰もあたしを振り返らない
かまってよ ほっとかないでもう
疲れるまであたしと遊んで
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたしを隠して
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたし君だけは綺麗って言って
欲しい、欲しい、欲しい、欲しい

自分なりの「幸せ」自分だけの価値観で
比べたくないのにまた (はあ)
あの子を羨ましく思う

大好きって言われたって寂しいの
ほんとうに繋がり合ってるの?

疲れきった顔 ひきつる笑顔
あたし君にどんな風に見えてる?

ナイフで心切り裂いて
見えない影振り回され
怯えながら歪んでく 大事なもの見失ってく
仕事もしてる恋もしてる
大人なりに楽しんでる
でも満たされないこのハートもう!

退屈で退屈で 早く迎えに来て強く抱きしめて
空仰いで 街睨んで 逃げ出すわけにいかないから耐えてる
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたしを探して
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたし君だけは綺麗って言って
欲しい、欲しい、欲しい、欲しい

叫んでも叫んでも
叶わない誰もあたしを振り返らない
かまってよ ほっとかないでもう
疲れるまであたしと遊んで
叫んでも叫んでも
叶わない誰もあたしを振り返らない
かまってよ ほっとかないでもう
疲れるまであたしと遊んで
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたしを隠して
赤いリップスティック唇に纏う
ほんとうのあたし君だけは綺麗って言って
欲しい、欲しい、欲しい、欲しい

credit: @mojim @snakeroot @akiramezu.tumblr @tsubasayamada.tumblr

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