MEJIBRAY – Paradigm Paradox


mejibray-paradigmparadoxMEJIBRAY – Paradigm Paradox

[2015.10.07.]

Tracklist:

01 Paradigm Paradox

02 VICTIM(ism)
03 Negator NEGATOR


Romaji:

shinu koto dake ga nounai shihai
shiro wa iranai kawari mo shinai
mado o aketemo yureteiru shikai
onore de nakutomo kawari wa fuetsudzuke…

…and break.

shinikata dake ga nounai shihai
shiro o eyou to kawari mo shinai
mado o akezuni yureteita shikai
jibun no kawari ga fuetemo mitsukarazu…

fusaida omae mo
ikite wa inai
ikasareteita
subete o houki shi “kangaenai” koto ni naresugita

PARADAIMU PARADOKKUSU
arugamama no jibun wa
toritsukurotta kotoba de mimi o fusaida mama de
ima mo… asu mo…

…and break.

dareka no kotoba ga tasuke ni naru
sore demo mawari wa kawari wa shinai
nani o omowareteiru ka ga kowai
“shuui e taishi jibun wa kawareta ka?”

fusaida omae mo
ikite wa inai
ikasareteita
subete o houki shi mizukara jibun o koroshiteita

PARADAIMU PARADOKKUSU
arugamama no jibun wa
utsutsu no yume o hoho e nagashite nugutta

hiraita bokura mo
ikite wa inai
mada mienai
toki no nagare o, sekai o korosu kurai ni…

rinne no PARADOKKUSU
arugamama no jibun wa
kareyuku hana no you ni subete o ukeirete
“NAMIDA”

…and break.

Translation:

There’s just the idea of death which’s turning in my brain
I don’t need white, it changes nothing!
Even if I open my window, my field of vision will shake
And without you, I’m keep changing more and more…

… and break

There’s just a deceased person which’s turning in my brain
Gaining white, won’t change anything!
When I opened my window, my field of vision shook
The change of my self really increased, that now is so clear…

I even shut on you
I’m not living
I’m just surviving
Everything grew accustomed to a denial of “consider”

Paradigm Paradox
In reality, I’m myself
Closing my ears to some temporized words until
Now… Tomorrow also…

… and break

Someone’s words may save me
Therefore, the surroundings won’t change
Anything I may think about is dreadful
[Did I changed to what’s surrounding me?]

I even shut on you
I’m not living
I’m just surviving
In denial of everything, I killed my own self

Paradigm Paradox
In reality, I’m myself
Shedding and wetting my cheeks for my actual dream

I’m also opened to us
I’m not living
I’m not seeing yet
The flow of the time is killing my world darkly…

Endless cycle of Paradox
In reality, I’m myself
Going to wither like a flower, undertaking everything
“TEARS”

…and break

Kanji:

死ぬ事だけが脳内支配
白はいらない変わりもしない
窓を開けても揺れている視界
己でなくとも代わりは増え続け…

…and break.

死に方だけが脳内支配
白を得ようと変わりもしない
窓を開けずに揺れていた視界
自分の代わりが増えても見つからず…

塞いだお前も
生きてはいない
生かされていた
全てを放棄し”考えない”事に慣れすぎた

パラダイム・パラドックス
あるがままの自分は
取り繕った言葉で耳を塞いだままで
今も…明日も…

…and break.

誰かの言葉が助けになる
それでも周りは変わりはしない
何を思われているかが怖い
「周囲へ対し自分は変われたか?」

塞いだお前も
生きてはいない
生かされていた
全てを放棄し自ら自分を殺していた

パラダイム・パラドックス
あるがままの自分は
現の夢を頬へ流して拭った

開いた僕等も
生きてはいない
まだ見えない
時の流れを、世界を殺すくらいに…

輪廻のパラドックス
あるがままの自分は
枯れゆく花のように全てを受け容れて
“ナミダ”

…and break.

credit: @mojim @peffy @hiphopvomit.BP @visual-trad.BP

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